20 Years later: I am still here.

 On this day, precisely 20 years ago, I started this blog.  I wasn't sure why I did it.  I guess I wanted to document the mid-life crisis I was going through when I was 41.   20 years ago I was looking to shake my life up in a big way.  And I did it in an extreme way.  I reenlisted in the Army after a decade of civilian life.  Joined the National Guard and then volunteered to deploy with a Texas unit that was getting ready to deploy to Iraq.  To say this decision was life changing, is an understatement.  I can still feel the excitement of this new adventure.  I was 41 and about 50 pounds overweight.  But they needed bodies.  And I said fuck it.  I'll do it.  And so I decided to document this event so that someday I would remember it all and reflect on the reason I did what I did.  I was single when I started this journey but by the time I went to Iraq, I was in a relationship.  20 years later, I am in a relationship again, but with someone different.  20 years ago, I was directing a show for the Classic Theater Guild which I founded in 2003.  And guess what?  I am directing a show with CTG again.   I am confident that 20 years ago, I never thought I still be writing in the blog.  But here we are.  I am older but wiser.  Proud but humble.  This journey also led me to my life commitment.  To do everything I can to help veterans.  I am blessed to be doing what I feel is the most patriotic of things...supporting veterans who have sacrificed so much for our country.  

I don't think being 61 is bad.  I think I am a healthier person, mentally and physically than I was when I was 41.  I will continue do write while I can.  As often as I can.  And in 2046?  Maybe I will still be here writing.   

Twenty years ago today.  What a fucking trip.