Monday, December 31, 2007
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Decisions Decisions Decisions
Monday, November 12, 2007
Veteran Day 2008
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Long time...no write
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Civilian life
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Leave and Transition
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Albany on my Birthday
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
One Year Ago - August 21, 2006
Leaving on a Jet Plane - Elvis has left the Country
By the time most of you will read this, I will no longer be in the United States. Sometime in the next few hours I will be on a plane heading overseas. It will be the first time in my life that I have left this country except for trips to Canada and Mexico. I am both excited about this and a little nervous. I can't tell you when I will be back...or even if...I ever will come back. But its my goal. I really know how much I will be missed and I have promised everyone of you I would come back safe. But...just to cover my bases....I want to tell you how I feel at this moment. I have had so much to thankful for. I am healthy, I have a great family, and so many friends. Now I have my T...the love who waits for me. I just want you all to know how much I love you all. A man who has friends and a loving family...well he's got everything. I feel happier and more content then I have ever felt in my life. Its because of you. Each of you. Now I know you all think I am a little messed up in the head for doing this...and somedays even I think thats so...I have no regrets. However this ends...I know that I have made the right decision. When I was growing up, I got use to taking the easy road. All through my first tour in the army and through college, I never applied myself the way I should have. I was selfish and inconsiderate. But somewhere along the way, I started to change. Pehaps that was when I began working with people with HIV/AIDS. There I was taught and shown compassion. I started to realize that each person on this planet has purpose and meaning. Each life is precious...each person a gift from god. What I am doing is trying to use my gifts to bring a little ray of light to an area of the world that needs it right now. I want to do two main things:Support my fellow soldiers.Learn about and appreciate the Iraqi people.Some people do not think its possible to do both...but I know I can do it. Not sure how I will go about doing this, but hell...I got to try. I hope I can show both groups my sense of humor...my appreciation for diversity...and my compassion. I hope that I can make friends...as dear to me as all of you have been. I know if I get the chance...I will succeed. Or die trying.Good bye all. I love you all.
Looking back on that day....I am feel good about how things turned out. I am older...wiser...more experienced. I am a combat veteran and real proud to have taken this path. I am very happy to have had this chance.
In Green Weinie Limbo
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Surging Forward...Falling Back
A U.S. general said the nearly simultaneous strikes against the Yazidis -- who have been attacked by Muslim extremists who consider them infidels -- was an act of "ethnic cleansing." An American military spokesman blamed the attack on al-Qaida. Zayan Othman, the health minister of the nearby autonomous Kurdish region, said the casualty toll had risen to at least 250 killed and 350 wounded as bodies were pulled from the rubble. That surpassed the death toll of 215 people from mortar fire and five car bombs in Baghdad's Shiite Muslim enclave of Sadr City on Nov. 23.
The carnage in Qahataniya dealt a serious blow to U.S. efforts to pacify the country, with just weeks before top U.S. commander Gen. David Petraeus and U.S. Ambassador Ryan Crocker are to deliver a pivotal report to Congress amid a fierce debate over whether to begin withdrawing U.S. troops from Iraq. U.S. officials believe extremists are attempting to regroup across northern Iraq after being driven from strongholds in and around Baghdad, and commanders have warned they expected Sunni insurgents to step up attacks in a bid to upstage the report.
It is stories like this that remind us of the nearly impossible mission we currently find ourselves in. All of our weapons...all of our soldiers...have not stopped the violence in the civilian communities. This is just the beginning, I am afraid, of a long bloody struggle...civil war...that will lead to more slaughter of both Iraqis and Americans. I don't know what the answer is. But the current road is not the path we can tolerate for very much longer.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
School Daze
Friday, August 03, 2007
Solitude and Back to School
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
I miss Iraq!.....Ha ha....Yeah Right
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Dick Gets a New Battery
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Fort Hood....The Sequel
Tuesday we experienced a variety of mandatory briefings for soldiers being deployed. For the better part of 6 hours we sat staring at video tapes of various briefings that the Army thinks is so important for us to learn be for we go to Iraq. They call this day "DEATH BY POWER POINT" because we have heard this all before and its still boring. Topics included riveting topics like how to avoid getting killed or a sexually transmitted disease. At one point I looked around the room and noticed that not one person was paying attention to the video that was showing. This was a horrible day because it was so hot in the room and the subject was so boring. (from April 11, 2006)
Uhhhh.....yeah....same deal. Boring shit. The lowlight yesterday was the 45 minutes of discussion about all the bad diseases we can get from having sex. You know..the clap, AIDS, herpes, Hep 1 and 2 and all that. The good news (and bad I guess) is that only a few people actually had sex over there, (present company excluded) so I guess I am not sure how they deem us to be at high risk for any of this. But they do like to scare the hell out of us by showing us pictures of diseased and infected penises and vaginas. Right before lunch no less. Well we did get through it and we continued our outprocessing today. Like I said...check the box and move out. I am not complaining mind you...the air is clear and the food taste really really good and its really quiet. No helos at 2 in the morning and every hour on the hour. The next few days will be low-key as I prepare to go to Basic NCO course in about 10 days. After that...its home to Albany and T and all my buds. There is a big party in the works. I hope!
Monday, July 23, 2007
Early Rise and on to Texas
Sunday, July 22, 2007
American Soil - I have returned!
Saturday, July 21, 2007
THIS JUST IN...ELVIS SPOTTED IN KUWAIT MCDONALDS!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Getting Close
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
4th of July 2007 - Mark...you are not forgotten!
Sometimes I try to bring a level of levity to these posts. I dont take myself seriously and I like to make people laugh and think with what I write. Today, something happened to me that I will never forgot. I dont feel much like laughing tonight, so bear with me. Yesterday I had an opportunity to go to Houston for a couple of days to participate in a Independance Day parade. It was a chance to get out of FT Hood and to see another city in Texas I have not seen yet. We were escorted by a lady by the name of Ms. Julie (don't know her last name) who heads up a group on post that works with deployed soldiers, injured soldiers and their families. The do alot of neat stuff and show support for all those who need it. Ms. Julie has lots of friends all over Texas, and two of her friends joined us in Houston for dinner last night. They actually paid! We had about 24 in our group. Today we were in a parade held in a nice part of town called the Woodlands. As we rode down the parade route, people of all ages stood and cheered as we went by. It was very moving to see young kids and older folks (especially the veterans) enthusiastically cheer as we went by. "We love you" or "Thank you" was what they yelled at us as we went by. I was embarrassed a little I guess and just said thanks back to them. After awhile, I saw a young woman being held by two other woman. She was crying and was having a very bad time of it. I felt really bad because I knew that this meant that she had experienced some kind of awful loss. A few blocks down the road, Julie stopped our truck and brought the young woman to us and told us to help her into the truck. Julie says she needed to be close to us because she lost her brother to a road side bomb in Iraq last November. We all gladly helped her into the truck and told her that we would protect her. I then began talking to her and found out her name was Amy she was from Vermont and that her brother had been one of the "Green Mountain Boys", the Mountain Infantry unit out of Vermont. His name was 2LT Mark Procopio and he was killed in action on November 2nd, 2005 near Ramadi. Amy rode with us the rest of the parade route and got hugs from all the guys at the end. I told her that her brother will never be forgotten and that we wanted to come back to Houston next year so that she could see that we all made it back. I never had the honor of knowing Mark but I know that he was loved by his family and that he was killed doing something he felt was important. I pray that I will get the chance to do the same. Until that day, I salute Mark and the others who have lost their lives in this conflict. They will not be forgotten! Amy, it gonna be alright. I promise.
Well Amy, I am almost home. I want to come to Houston again before head home to Albany. Mark has not been forgotten, nor any of the over 3500 soldiers who have died during this conflict. I hope you are well. As far as the rest of you out there...all my family and my buds...have a great day and enjoy your 4th. Don't drink and drive and eat a burger or two for me. Happy Birthday America!
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Home Stretch!
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Yes, I am Doing OK---Thanks for Asking
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Paris Hilton Needs a Hug
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Ground Hog Day
Thursday, May 31, 2007
A Tough Month
Monday, May 28, 2007
Memorial Day in Iraq
The Charge Of The Light Brigade
by Alfred, Lord Tennyson
Memorializing Events in the Battle of Balaclava, October 25, 1854Written 1854
Half a league half a league, Half a league onward, All in the valley of
Death Rode the six hundred: 'Forward, the Light Brigade! Charge for the guns' he
said: Into the valley of Death Rode the six hundred. 'Forward, the Light
Brigade!' Was there a man dismay'd ? Not tho' the soldier knew Some one had
blunder'd: Theirs not to make reply, Theirs not to reason why, Theirs but to do
& die, Into the valley of Death Rode the six hundred. Cannon to right of
them, Cannon to left of them, Cannon in front of them Volley'd & thunder'd;
Storm'd at with shot and shell, Boldly they rode and well, Into the jaws of
Death, Into the mouth of Hell Rode the six hundred. Flash'd all their sabres
bare, Flash'd as they turn'd in air Sabring the gunners there, Charging an army
while All the world wonder'd: Plunged in the battery-smoke Right thro' the line
they broke; Cossack & Russian Reel'd from the sabre-stroke,Shatter'd &
sunder'd. Then they rode back, but not Not the six hundred. Cannon to right of
them, Cannon to left of them, Cannon behind them Volley'd and thunder'd; Storm'd
at with shot and shell, While horse & hero fell, They that had fought so
well Came thro' the jaws of Death, Back from the mouth of Hell, All that was
left of them, Left of six hundred. When can their glory fade? O the wild charge
they made! All the world wonder'd. Honour the charge they made! Honour the Light
Brigade, Noble six hundred!
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
10 Months in the Zone!
The last 24 hours have been the longest I can remember since basic
training. It began late Monday night when we were rounded up and bussed to a gym on Fort Hood and went through the final stages of paper work and inprocessing before we got on the plane. This was also the last chance that family members and friends had to see their soldiers off. It was pretty emotional and I was feeling for them and for myself as well. Just before midnight we got back on the bus and headed to the airfield where the huge plane was waiting. There the USO was there and gave us nice care packages and we hung out until it was time to load. A short time later we got on the plane and took off. We stopped off in Maine first, where we were greeted by USO volunteers and veterans from WWII, Korea, and Vietnam. It was nice to know that they supported us...if not the war. Back on the plane and off to Germany, we we changed planes and headed to our current location somewhere in the middle east. (can you guess where?...) I will be here for a for a week or more and then head to Iraq. Damn it is hot. I don't think anyone can fully appreciate how hot....and its not humid but it doesn't matter. Haha. Sand is everywhere. I am tired and worn out but my spirits are high. Its weird to think that 24 hours ago I was in Texas...and now....not. Haha. I will keep you all posted. (original post date August 23, 2007)
Kuwait is an interesting place. More desert then anything else. And hotter then it should ever be anywhere. Today it was 110 degrees. But in late August, this was the headline of my blog one day: "133 Degrees". I then penned this entry:
You know why there will never be peace in the middle east?...cause its too @@@@ing Hot! Thats right its was 133 degrees some time today. At night I use a blanket because it gets down to 100. Ha Ha. Its like in February and March in NY when we wake up to that first 50 degree weather and people want to start wearing shorts after a long winter. Crazy. Yep. I have never seen heat like this before. Oh its a dry heat too. The wind blows the heat and sand around and it get everywhere. Mostly in your mouth and nose. Next time you go out for a slice of pizza after drinking ask the guy if you can put your own slice in the oven. When he gives you the slice, stick it in along with your head. Keep it there for about 5 minutes. THATS HOW @@@@ING HOT IT IS!!!..Sorry Sherry. The heat is getting to me. We are not doing much except laying around and some classes now and then. There is a couple of big tents that have lots of movies, internet, books, and other stuff to do. There is a theater where they show lots of good movies. Mostly we go there to cool off. Happy Birthday to Christa! I hope her surprise party was wild and crazy. I know she and my peeps drank a little bit of wine. The only thing we have here is "Near Beer". Thats the non-alcohol stuff. I was hoping they would come up with the NA version of Grey Goose. But I doubt it. Well this week should be exciting. I understand that there is a big ass sandstorm heading our way! Yep. Sand and 80 miles an hour winds. These things are nasty and can last up to 5 days. We have to get plastic bags and seal up all our shit. Oh and we have to go out to the px and get our goat milk and eggs in case we get stranded. There will most likely be a mad rush for those things once the weather channel issues the storm warning....lol. Woo Hoo...maybe we will get a sand day...no school! At any rate, I guess things are going ok. Everyday I spend here is one more day I can cross off the calendar." (original post date August 27, 2007)
Iraq, I have to say, has been much better. There is a least a little vegetation and trees here. Kuwait?...just a lot of effin sand. In late July, I will make a return trip there on my way home. Somehow, I won't mind the return trip much. I'll be going home. At any rate, I am happy the time is going by fast. 10 months down...two to go!
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Bloody Bloody Surge
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Mom
Mom...I do miss you. I hope you know how much I loved you. How much I wish I could have been more open with you. How much I wish I took the time to get to know you better. How I wish I was a better son to you. I hope where ever you are...that you happy. I hope that you and dad and Grandma and Aunt Joan are have a good game of cards and talking about the things you use to do. Have a great Mothers Day. To all you out there, who still have their moms. Do the right thing. Call her and tell her you love her. Send her flowers. Just spend time with her. You won't regret it.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Mission Accomplished? Not So Much.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Guard Duty and Another Week Down
Sunday, April 15, 2007
I Want My Sundays Back!
Sunday, April 08, 2007
A Ghost of Easter Past
Sunday, April 01, 2007
OMG!!!!....I have been extended in Iraq 6 months!
Friday, March 23, 2007
7 Months In the Combat Zone
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Ignorance Wears Four Stars
Homosexuality is incompatible with military service. The presence in the
military environment of persons who engage in homosexual conduct or who, by
their statements, demonstrate a propensity to engage in homosexual conduct,
seriously impairs the accomplishment of the military mission. The presence
of such members adversely affects the ability of the armed forces to
maintain discipline, good order, and morale; to foster mutual trust and
confidence among service members; to insure the integrity of the system of
rank and command; to facilitate assignment and worldwide deployment of
service members who frequently must live and work in close conditions
affording minimal privacy; to recruit and retain members of the armed
forces; to maintain the public acceptability of military service; and to
prevent breaches of security."
General Pace, in his moment of truth, clearly indicated that he thought gays should be banned from the military, not for the reasons listed above, but rather because he says:
".....homosexual acts between two individuals are immoral and that we
should not condone immoral acts," Pace said in a wide-ranging discussion with
Tribune editors and reporters in Chicago. "I do not believe the United States is
well served by a policy that says it is OK to be immoral in any way."As an
individual, I would not want [acceptance of gay behavior] to be our policy, just
like I would not want it to be our policy that if we were to find out that
so-and-so was sleeping with somebody else's wife, that we would just look the
other way, which we do not. We prosecute that kind of immoral behavior," Pace
said." (Chicago Tribune)
Nowhere, in this statement does he state anything about morale or unit cohesion or the other reasons that the military imposed these restrictions in the first place. He basically said that he finds homosexuality morally offensive and that he did not feel that the military should endorse "immoral behavior" by letting gays serve openly. I am comforted of course by General Pace's concern that the military only recruit "moral" soldiers but this begs the question. What are your standards for determining whether or not a soldier is moral? In the last few years the military have issued a significant number of so-call "morals waivers", because recruiting has plummeted after the Iraqi war and there was a need for new recruits. These moral waivers allow soldiers with felonies and multiple misdemeanors to enlist in the service. The New York Times recently reported on this:
"To keep filling the ranks, the Army has had to keep lowering its expectations.
Diluting educational, aptitude and medical standards has not been enough. Nor
have larger enlistment bonuses plugged the gap. So the Army has found itself
recklessly expanding the granting of “moral waivers,” which let people convicted
of serious misdemeanors and even some felonies enlist in its ranks. Last
year, such waivers were granted to 8,129 men and women — or more than one out of every 10 new Army recruits. That number is up 65 percent since 2003, the year
President Bush ordered the invasion of Iraq. In the last three years, more than
125,000 moral waivers have been granted by America’s four military services.
Most of last year’s Army waivers were for serious misdemeanors, like aggravated
assault, robbery, burglary and vehicular homicide. But around 900 — double the
number in 2003 — were for felonies. Worse, the Army does no systematic tracking
of recruits with waivers once it signs them up, and it does not always pay
enough attention to any adjustment problems. Without adequate monitoring and
counseling, handing out guns to people who have already committed crimes poses a
danger to the other soldiers they serve with and to the innocent civilians they
are supposed to protect." (NYT, February 2007)
Now let me get this straight. General Pace says gays should not serve because "we don't want to encourage immoral behavior" but it's all right to enlist convicted felons who commit robbery, aggravated assault, burglary and vehicular homicide. What the F@@@??? Uh...last time I looked people who steal from and assault others are considered "immoral". Is this the message you want to send to people? You can be bad...really bad...kill someone with your car even...and still join the military. But if you are gay...well shit...that knocks you out for good. Come on General. This is bullshit, sir. There is no other way to describe this line of thinking. What is the military necessity for keeping gays out? Can you give us a reason other then homosexuality insults your morals? Please sir, you owe the men and woman of the Armed Forces an honest discussion on the merits of keeping this outdated, useless policy. And lets cut the morality play. You should be implementing policy not making it. Let congress debate this issue on merit and let the chips fall where they might. State your view on the policy not on your personal view of homosexuality. And let all qualified men and women who love their country and who are willing to give their lives in its defense serve. Bigotry has no place in America or in our military.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Stirring the Melting Pot: The Army Way
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Parting is Such Sweet Sorrow
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Nashville Here I Come!
Monday, February 19, 2007
Home at Last
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
On Leave - Stuck in Atlanta
Monday, February 12, 2007
Homeward Bound - Kuwait at Present
Monday, February 05, 2007
One Week to Go
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Road Trip
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Grief
AESCHYLUS
This post is a tribute to the 12 soldiers who lost their lives on Saturday when their Black Hawk crashed. I knew several of these men. They were part of my Brigade. Yesterday we paid tribute to them. We have lost Fathers, Mothers, Husbands. Brothers. Soldiers. Good People. We will never forget them. Pray for them and for their families.